The Yearning

           Red earth is cracked and pitted like a dinosaur’s skin. White heat scratches his eyes. Grey cactus thrusts upwards to the orange disc in the sky. There are prickles, sharp like his rasping throat. His head pounds, an anvil thuds against his brain.

          He felt a sharp pain in his ribs. His classmate prodded him with a ruler.

          “Peter MacKenzie. If you could join the rest of us. We are here to learn, not to catch up on a night’s sleep. Page twenty-two. Now, how do you feel Shakespeare is treating Lear’s despair in this scene?”

           It was the second time in a week he’d nodded off in class. And it was always the same dream.

           That night he rang his Mum. He pictured her in the kitchen, carefully placing the lid on the saucepan. He could smell the rich, meaty casserole. She smoothed down her floral overall and patted the back of her grizzled hair. Slowly and precisely, she closed the kitchen door behind her and picked up the telephone in the hallway.

          “Hello. Curramulka Farm.”

          Her first question, when she knew who it was:

          “Are you getting enough to eat?”

          Pete smiled. Best she didn’t know he’d eaten MacDonalds three times that week.

          “How’s the big city? Finding your way around?”

                         © Elizabeth Anne Beattie

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